I don't want to lose you.

Okay, i went club with charissa and co. Luckily i know most of them :) It was the best night i had. Went with the correct group of people. Because i heard if some of them were there, it'll be a different experience alr, which is a bad one :/ Thanks to charissa for taking care of me ^^ This time, the music in Phuture was different from the first time i went. Since i said it was the best night, yea, the music is really nice too. & i got permission from Alex. 

So talking about this. I was suppose to be staying over Alex house. He waiting all night for me to be back. But the thing is, he allowed me to go but he don't really mean it. Which means, he was very worried about me while I'm in Phuture. & he's also not happy that i'm still in club at 3am+ cos normally i always club until almost 3am then leave. That was if i'm with Susu & co. They always leave early. He said i went overboard, ok, i was thinking, how am i overboard? -.- fine, thats not the point. Had a mini argument, so i decided to go back home instead of Alex house. 

& i got freaking calf cramp in the middle of the night. So painful! But i was half asleep when it occurs and its really too tiring for me to give a damn about it. So i just left my leg there, not moving & fall back to sleep. 

Woke up, argument continues & he wants to break up with me. BREAK UP. Sucha big impact to me, you freaking want to break up with me because of club? He ask me to choose either him or club. Of course i chose him. You have probably read this before, but i'm gonna say it here again. If you really love the person so much, you wouldn't give up on him/her that easily for whatever reasons. Whatever reasons! 

Yes i am allowed to club, but only if susu was with me because he trust susu will take care of me. I had my own fair share of opinion, but its okay. There is no point for me to argue back because i need him.

But, heyyyyyyyyyyy. Susu is not always free, she had tight schedule for work, studies, driving & her own outing with her friends. & i don't think its fair for her to be responsible over me.

PS: I GOT A PIMPLE IN MY NOSTRIL. WTF ?!