Decision

This whole period of time, i've been very very confuse about my feelings for Alex. I don't know why it's so hard for me to make a decision. Well, we broke up. He cried so badly & that makes me cried too. & at that moment, i thought i still love him because i cried until like that too. So without thinking much, i msged Alex & say that we could try again. He was freaking happy ... 

But i still wasn't sure of my decision. & i don't want to look like i'm playing with him. Break patch break patch. Fuck myself. I should have stick to one decision & thats it. But since i told him that we try again, okay, i'll try again .... 

I have a feeling that it will end, again. Fml :(