I was so bored during th afternoon. have been using Facebook again and again. nobody seems t entertain me. even Alex is playing his own game. leaving me alone and do my own business ... then 5pm finally jianhui is going out. So I go along with her. I'm too bored alr. So I faster bathe alr then meet jianhui at Novena mrt. went t bugis then meet huifang. Walked with them and they buy their stuff. I'll just walk with them. Huifang again need t consider th colour when buying a bag. wtf ? lol. Even jianhui also pek cek k ! Not only me :] after bugis, went back Alex house. Cause her sister will be cooking spaghetti for us ^^ When I reached Alex house, Alex is sleeping so soundly ... So cute :D 9plus then th spaghetti is done. We ate it and when I was about t finish my meal, my dad called me ... He asked me where I am. & I told him I'm at Alex house eating spaghetti. Then he shouted at me. Asking me why am I still outside eating spaghetti, and I'm still at boyf house. I told him I'm hungry, they cooked my share and of course I must eat it. My dad scolded me for not eating dinner earlier.

What's wrong with eating SPAGHETTI in ALEX HOUSE at 10pm in th night when I'm hungry ? fuck ! He just simply shouted at me for hanging out late at Alex house eating. Hey, I'm hungry man! I purposely starve myself so that I can eat th spaghetti ! I was so fucking pissed off. What's wrong with having a relationship at my age ? I did nothing wrong what ? It's my sis who did something wrong. I'm not part of it. She smokes but did I ? She don't even come back home but did I ? And when you called, I'm th one picking up th phone. & what happen ? You scolded me ? it's their wrong or my wrong? Don't you think you went overboard ? you msg us almost everyday t check on us where are we. We can't even go out ? fuck. I don't care if you're cancelling my line or not buying a laptop for me, I will still stick t my own ways. fuck. I really don't want t msg and call you anymore. Really. Leave me alone please ... :(

Alright, after posting, i waited for Alex t watch finish his show. & i'm lying on my bed listening t songs while crying. Keep thinking back how my dad shouted at me. After sooo many years, today he actually shouted at me. Fucking sad. I wanted t talk t Alex, but whenever i call, he's still watching his show. So i did not want t disturb him. Finally at 1am+, he watched finish. So he called me & ask me why i cried. Suddenly, theres a girl replying him. Thats not me of course. I thot it's alex trying t play gay with me. But there's 2 person talking, 1 Alex & another, a GIRL. Fucked. I was so fucking scared. I keep saying hello. Then finally i heard alex voice alone. Alex asked me why i cry again, th GIRL replied again. & it really seems like she have just cried finish, trying t reply Alex. Woah fuck. I don't think it's cross line. Cause if it's cross line, 2 parties including Alex would have heard it. But only i heard it. I did not listen t what that girl said. Just listening t this girl voice freaks me out. I faster ask Alex t call me back then i karp th phone. Alex called me back alr then we continue talking like normal. When we karp th phone alr. I sms Alex whether he has heard anything. He said he only heard i say hello. Woah fuck, i fucking scared alr. I was alone in th room. I faster grab my boster & went t th living room crying. Cause my mom is still playing maple in th middle of th night. Luckily my mom is still awake. I told her what happen ... She ask me not t talk on th phone in th middle of th night anymore. Then i sleep on th chair. For a few hours, then i transfer t my sofa. Then around 6am+ i went back t my bed :D I hope that this thing won't occur again ): Scared-ed ..