Last night, i was thinking how t plan for birthday. What t buy for birthday. But, suddenly this came up in my mind. Why do i have t plan for them ? Why do i have t spend money t buy present for them when they don't even does it t me. Even though i said that it is ok not t buy present for every birthday, what matter is that we're happy when we spend time together. But, did you all even gave me birthday present for once ? NO. i'm so good that i help you all save money right ? Just buy 1 cake & thats it. I appreciate for th cake. But what i've done & spend for all of your birthday compared t mine, mine is just simple, PEANUTS right ? What is this man ? What the fuck ? I did not have presents with proper wrapping paper for such a long time. Even my family didn't give me. This year, my birthday was in th period of Olevel. YOU said that you all WILL celebrate for me after O's. I don't mind, my birthday was over but i still appreciate for th celebration after O's. But now ? You all have cleanly forgotten my birthday celebration right ? Claps* I did tell each of you individual, face t face that i want present this year & it's from individual from you guys. End up, Nothing. Why ? Cause every year never give, this year forget alr, or even, since every year never give, this year also nvm. Since i've help all of you t save money, it's time for me t save money too. Seems like i'm not important right ? Fine. What is this man. Fuck !

I'm going t be optimistic. Put all things fucking problem behind me. This problem have been haunting me for few days alr. Made me so angry for so many days also. Wtf. Can you imagine how furious i am? I'm going t see how things goes on ...